A thing was revealed about a certain companion from the JC storyline

and it caused sad feels

I don’t know if I would want the ability to write well or the ability to draw well, if I could only have one.
Nowadays it seems I’m heavily wishing I had the latter.
I don’t know what to do
I’m probably going to get a C in this class over stupid fucking artwork
I am literally freaking out and losing sleep over this
I haven’t gotten anything lower than a B- before in anything
I don’t know what a C would do to my GPA which is at 3.7 (I don’t know the math to calculate that sort of thing). Would a C be enough to drop it to 3.0? Because that’s a really really bad thing if that happens, I have scholarships that ride on my GPA being where it’s at, and I did not take this class just to get a C
So my corrugated jar turned into a corrugated elongated bowl, 4 hrs worth of making clay coils with mostly hardened clay.
is it thursday yet

My Black Mesa Verde bowl design—pretty plain and unexciting, but I sort of purposefully chose something that would have a design like this so I could paint without worrying too much about black paint getting in places it isn’t supposed to be. Maybe I won’t destroy this one if it survives.
You don’t know how happy I was for someone else to put on music today in class. I don’t think I would have survived another three hours of bad country music.
Ugh I just don’t want to go to class tomorrow, even if it’s payday and the start of the weekend at 2:30.
In my class we’re allowed to have music on, but it has to be coming from a radio/cd, can’t be just our headphones in our ears
And so these two girls keep putting country music on from pandora—I though it was a joke but then they seem to know all the lyrics
Now don’t get me wrong, some country I find pretty nice, kind of balladish
But the stuff about your chevy being like your lady “she can take a big load” or how driving a tractor on a freeway is cool if you’re a “country boy” so fuck everyone else is not really all that appealing to me
in fact it makes me want to kill myself
and all the male voices sound the same, maybe with slight variations
I’m sorry if you like country
I just can’t take it anymore
azhuresunsoar replied to your post: Today I remembered why I don’t go hiking Because…
your tags are the best though
I mean I don’t mind if someone’s in the front seat with me, but the backseat I know can be miserable if the car has a bad ac. And it was terribly hot today and after the hike everyone was exhausted. I just get concerned about other people’s needs when they hop into my car.
And it was terrible because I tried to accomodate them, like if they wanted different music or the windows down or whatever, and I don’t think they heard me, and I just kind felt awkward.
Today I remembered why I don’t go hiking
Because one, snakes, two, stabby thorny bushes, three, the heat, four, I’m never prepared, and five, I usually get really cut up and banged up.
All for some stupid plant leaves
@Ijaat- that’s one thing I definitely don’t share with Gaerwen. Gaerwen loves hiking. I DON’T.
I’m just overwhelmed by some of my own happy feelings right now
You guys are all enablers—you would make for terrible intervention counselors because I have a problem and it’s commissioning art.
Okay it’s 2 AM I need to sleep.
GOOD NIGHT AND GOOD MORNING I GUESS (to some of you).